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Today I learned that not everyone knows love, you about it but you dont know it.
Or what,who or how it came to pass that there was love.

Whoever does not love does not know God, because God is love 1 John 4;8

So now you know God is love and love is God.

It wasn't moss or monkeys okay!

I know this lovely person who reminded me of who I used to be and feel like.
I was a hurting person, who was emotionally abused, Bullied,Parents split, I was suicidal and the hole dug even deeper as i went more recluse.
I was a party person thinking oh great a way out!, but oh no its another trap!.

It got me thinking and crying on how much, I "wasn't loved" or how "worthless I am".
But that's not the case at all!John 3:16 For He so Loved the world he gave his ONLY Son to it

I never realised this for a while that there was a perfect love and that I am the apple to someones eye,That I had a Dad!
That's what I wanted most and I seeked for it everywhere and it lead me to the wrong paths a lot of the time.I WANTED TO FEEL LOVED.( If this was the spot light moment with choirs of angels sings 'ahhhhh!' this was going to be moment of slight revelation!)

All the emotional abuse i got and some physical too had twisted my thought pattern and what little truth i knew.I was raised Catholic and no matter how many hail Mary's i would say I felt no more loved then I did before I said them,In fact I began to FEAR God!

1 John 4:18
Such love has no fear,because perfect love expels all fear.if we are afraid,it is for fear of punishment and this shows we have not fully experienced his perfect love.

I didn't know LOVE! and that means I didn't know GOD!. I didn't know MY DAD!
(this was the case anyways he was a legger{and I didn't know my divine one})

I didn't know my maker! who made me in the likeness of him! and formed me in the depts of the earth and watched as his lovely Vicky...achem..Victoria baked in her ma's oven!

Then my mate lovely Xana Cuadra showed me this totally new thing i thought was insane,,,,,Jesus....eh whats he to do with God?.who is Jesus?

Turns out he is GOD! well part of a trinity fyi!
Father x Son x Holy Spirit = GOD!
well now boyo! I couldn't believe it. I was blind! and it turns out i had two people who loved me now ! and get this that his love surrounds me through his spirit

Psalm 139

says where can i flee from his presence?, truth is NO WHERE!

love surrounded me all along!

So i learned of Romans ten then and confessed it and guess what!?

FELT LOVED!!!!

I ask you now just to watch this video and see if it relates to you okay =]

So if that made you feel loved ...well i have a question do you want to have that love forever with you?

if so say this with me,
God, I recognize that I have not lived my life for You up until now. I have been living for myself and that is wrong. I need You in my life; I want You in my life. I acknowledge the completed work of Your Son Jesus Christ in giving His life for me on the cross at Calvary, and I long to receive the forgiveness you have made freely available to me through this sacrifice. Come into my life now, Lord. Take up residence in my heart and be my king, my Lord, and my Savior. From this day forward, I will no longer be controlled by sin, or the desire to please myself, but I will follow You all the days of my life. Those days are in Your hands. I ask this in Jesus' precious and holy name. Amen.

Welcome Home My Brother or Sister,God has just thrown you a banquet!

God Bless:Peace:Love

Victoria Hoban